Like A Spider

How like a spider am I
Weaving a web to trap my loves
Too lazy to go out and get them
Too distrustful to let them come to me
Too hungry to let them live
Too tired to lure them in
How like a spider am I
Wrapping my loves up tight
Keeping them close
Keeping them stuck
Not letting them leave me
Not letting them love me … More Like A Spider

Gray Smoke

Gray has been my hue lately. I covet the inner peace that once accompanied the days I spent by still waters. Right now, the stillness torments me. It feels like I’m trying to paint this vibrant picture with my life as the brush, but it always comes out a dull gray. I crave the passion … More Gray Smoke